Anyway, work on my writing practice has been very spotty. I hoped to get some writing done while I was on vacation last week, but the only day I actually wrote in my writing practice notebook was on Sunday, the day we left for vacation. Granted, I was with my family and we did things, like hiking, walking around towns, and going on a cavern tour. But I did have a lot of downtime which I could've easily spent writing.
And technically, I did write...just not in that notebook. I did some website writing instead, just not for my writing website.
See, another goal I had this summer was to work on my non-writing websites, and so to motivate myself to actually do so, I made a goal and announced it on Twitter: I would have two of my sites-in-progress up and another existing site revamped by September 13th, when the first of the new Kodansha USA Sailor Moon mangas is being released (or by "Sailor Moon September," since some fans have been calling it that). And since all three sites are writing-intensive, I'm afraid I'll have to devote a lot of time to that in order to make the deadline I've set for myself.
So, I've decided this: to put myself at ease, I am suspending my regular writing practice UNTIL FURTHER NOTICE. This will keep me from getting super worried about not doing my writing practice every day (though I don't know if that's just worrying or part of the "routine loving" trait autistic people like me have). It will also give me time to finish this goal I have set for myself. Hopefully, I can finish it soon - if I don't get distracted - and get back to my writing once again. After all, summer's almost over, so I'll be getting into revising Darkly Bound pretty soon. And I need to be prepared for that!
So, till then, adieu!
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Well, this has been a very unproductive week writing-wise -- the only day I wrote anything on was on Monday (I always seem to be able to write on Mondays). So I was hesitant to write about this week as I did about the other weeks, since nothing much has happened.
Granted, I have been tired this week, really tired. That sounds like a cop-out, and maybe it is. But usually when I'm tired I don't write very well, though there are exceptions. Even the bit I wrote on Monday en route to my day trip to Disneyland (which was written on my phone via Word Mobile, since I'd forgotten to stick a pen in my bag) was written on like 6 hours of sleep (since I'd had to get up at 4:30 to catch the 7am northbound train, so I'd have as many hours at Disneyland as possible before I needed to leave) and I think it was pretty good.
I'm thinking I won't try to make it up today (as I was thinking of doing) and hope to do better next week. And I probably need to think of a better method for this practice. *sigh* Writing with any sort of discipline is hard sometimes! No wonder so many famous writers became alcoholics.
I am hoping to get some writing for my websites done soon too...though maybe I shouldn't jinx it. (I have a bad tendency of jinxing myself, like saying I'm going to go to bed early and then not doing so after all).
My family's going on vacation in the mountains starting a week from tomorrow, so hopefully I'll be more productive then! Being in nature always has a good effect on me. (Insert typical anime "Ahh, kimochi!!" moment here). And I once came up with a story while hiking (on a Hiking Club hike in 8th grade with my friend Dawn Mansur, where we came up with a story about two girls getting locked in a library after hours and getting kidnapped, which later became a novel I no longer have a copy of; I think of it often when we have to end our CWCW summer meetings at 20 till 6 when the "library is closing in 20 minutes" warning plays).
Well, I start work in 10 minutes so I should stop here. I pray my productivity picks up!
(finished at ~11:50 am)
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It's hard to believe that yet another week of my Summer Writing Practice has gone by!
This last week, I've only been working on my main work (the Naru fanfic), without warmup. This method seems to be going well so perhaps I will stick to it. Prompts are all well and good, but they seem to be limiting me. Maybe if I didn't limit myself to 10 minutes on them? Although 15 minutes seems to be sufficient for working on my main work.
On the other hand, I thought that with the prompts I could challenge myself, and I do want to "stretch my writing muscle" (like Dr. Wilson used to suggest doing). Maybe the prompts from Writer's Digest just aren't for me? That's possible too, I guess. I hate to say anything negative about the amazingly influential magazine that Writer's Digest is, but while some of the prompts are good, others I just don't know what to do with. And there are like 18 pages worth of them on their website. I think it's just overwhelming.
I almost wish I still had this one book that I used to have. It was called The Writer's Block and was literally shaped like a little block (as much as a book can look like a block). It contained a bunch of ideas - some actual prompts, others just a "spark word" accompanied by a photograph - to jump-start your writing. It also had little articles here and there about writing. That would be just the thing I need right now. I think I got rid of it because I just wasn't using it anymore.
I suppose a good thing to do would be to figure out what I need to work on. I know one thing already - showing more vs. telling. This is something a LOT of writers struggle with. I'm not quite sure how you work on it though. Write descriptions of things perhaps? I'll have to look into it.
Come to think of it, I saw a good example of showing vs. telling today. Today I went and saw J.J. Abrams's film Super 8. It was the sort of film that could've easily been overdone in both showing AND telling, yet Abrams shows great restraint in the film. There are expository moments, sure - like when the kids find out the truth about the weird monster that's attacking. But there are great showing moments too. For instance, the film opens with a shot of a sign for a steel mill. It says "Safety is our priority" (or something like that) and lists the number of days since the last accident occurred. The number is some big number (784 I think). We then see a man climbing up on a ladder and changing the number to 1. Just by that simple soundless scene, we know something bad has just happened. The next shot shows a sad-looking young boy sitting on a swing set, wearing a black suit. Showing a sad-looking person in a black suit generally symbolizes death (it's a shot often seen in funeral scenes). Therefore, just from those two shots, we have already determined that a work-related accident has occurred, resulting in the death of someone close to this young boy. That says a lot.
I'm really bad at that sort of thing. I guess I have trouble holding back information or letting the scene and/or its components speak for it/themselves. This is probably due to a weakness in plotting; I seem to be able to create characters very well (as well as write dialogue well, which I've been told in the CWCW) but I have difficulty creating plots. The plot was what has snagged me on novels before too - I'd get stuck on the plot and just give up.
Characters are another thing entirely. I can come up with characters quite easily. Granted, they tend to be based on me, probably because I don't have many friends that I could base characters off of (or maybe I'm too scared to do so?). That's that infamous "Mary Jane" problem (where you "live" through your characters; it's considered a no-no).
I'll have to sleep on this. I can't think very well right now.
Oh, and one other bit of news: the post I submitted for fellow Anomaly member Ralene Burke's Character Blog Tour is up! Check it out here: http://www.raleneburke.com/?p=197. I give Avalon Jacobs the classic James Lipton questionnaire from Inside the Actors' Studio!
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So the first week of my Summer Writing Practice "experiment" (not sure what else to call it) is over. Basically, I've been warming up with 10-minute stints using writing prompts from the Writer's Digest prompt list. Then I do a quick 5-minute period where I work on a premise for the main work I'm going to work on. Then I work on the main work. I originally did this for 10 minutes, but then I did it for 15 minutes one day and liked that better. So I do the main work part for 15 minutes now.
But after a week, I´m not sure if I like this method. I really liked the prompts until I started trying to write stuff for them. Some attempts have been promising, but others not so much. Of course, 10 minutes isn´t long enough to write much of anything. But, for crying out loud, I messed up a story about "Let it Be" (the prompt was to use the title of your favorite song as the story´s title and the lyrics as the plot).
Of course, right now I´m tired, have a headache, and haven´t had caffeine yet today. So maybe I´m just in a bad mood. And some of the prompts ARE good, like one where I had to write a letter breaking up with writer´s block. While the letter itself was kinda silly, it felt therapeutic to confront writer´s block in that way. The same day, I had a prompt where I had to write a formal complaint letter to my deepest fear. I wrote a full one to my fear of rejection and then had enough time to start one to my other big fear, failure. That letter to my fear of rejection was, in retrospect, one of the most sincere things I think I have ever written. Strangely, the most sincere things I write seem to be the most private things I write as well. I guess this is because I´ve written just for myself for so long.
(cont´d 7/1)
Perhaps it is hard for me to write sincerely because I haven´t really found my writing voice yet. I don´t know how you find it. Practice, I guess.
So I wonder if I should continue the format I was using or if I should do something different. Yesterday, I just worked on the main work without any warmup - the same thing I´d done with Darkly Bound - and I felt much more comfortable. On the other hand, they say it takes like 21 days of doing something for it to become a habit. So maybe if I kept with the method it would become habit? *sigh* I don´t know.
At any rate, my first main work is a fanfic about Osaka Naru from Sailor Moon, best non-senshi friend to Usagi/Sailor Moon, based on Pretty Guardian Sailor Moon, the Sailor Moon live-action TV drama that aired in Japan from 2003 to 2004 (along with a couple DVD-only specials, one released in late 2004 and the other in early 2005). This was inspired by a post on the sailormoonfans community in early June, which encouraged people to write about Naru. Next project? Probably pieces to meet contest guidelines, as my friend on The Anomaly suggested, and more fanfiction because I´ve heard that´s a good way to practice writing, since you have established canon to go off of. Oh and my otaku senshi story and writing for my websites too.
The best thing to do, though, I realize, would be to ask God for help. It does seem like a pretty trivial thing to pray about though, with all that´s going on in the world (including all that I´ve been reading on the Doctors Without Borders feed). But the Bible does say, "Cast all your cares on him, for he cares for you" (1 Peter 4:7).
I´ll have to think about it.
Well, that´s it. I hope I have better news to report next week!
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(Note: I actually started writing this a few days ago, but was having problems publishing it from my LiveJournal app on my iPod. I got it to work by logging out of my account on my app and logging back in).
I finally finished typing up my potential markets/contests/conferences and workshops of interest from both of my Writer's Market books - the 2010 edition of the secular publication Novel and Short Story Writer's Market (published annually by the people behind Writer's Digest magazine) and the 2009 edition of the Christian Writer's Market Guide (the Christian equivalent to Writer's Market) - into a Microsoft OneNote notebook, a project I started in March but didn't finish till now. (OneNote is an amazing program available in some versions of Microsoft Office, including the Teacher and Student Edition. It's great for organizing stuff. And now I have it on my phone too since I just got a Windows smartphone, which includes Microsoft Office Mobile. And no, I'm not getting paid to say that). Now, I realize these books are both outdated now, but hopefully they'll give me somewhere to start. After all, someone on The Anomaly suggested, after I asked for advice about what to do for summer writing practice (while I'm on break from Darkly Bound), that I practice writing by writing stuff to meet guidelines for contests and stuff. This research will help with that.
So far I've had trouble getting my practice started, but now that I finished this project, I should be able to focus on that more easily. I even found great writing prompts at the Writer's Digest website that I can use as warmups. (Writer's Digest even thanked me when I tweeted about how great the prompts are!).
Now, thoughts...
The secular book first, since I just finished that one.
Mostly I looked at places interested in sci-fi and fantasy, but I'm not counting out other genres either, especially since I'm still figuring out what I'm like as a writer. I wouldn't be against doing mystery or historical fiction as well, since I enjoy reading those genres too. In fact, my planned TimeSavers series is essentially YA historical fiction with elements of sci-fi (time travel), fantasy (the 4th dimension world), and either mystery or adventure (I intended them to be mysteries like the Boxcar Children series, one of my childhood favorites, but they might work better as adventure stories à la Frank Peretti's Cooper Kids Adventures series. Not sure yet).
For fantasy, a lot of places (magazines especially) want either "space fantasy" or "sword and sorcery." I'm not sure what "space fantasy" is; it's probably some sci-fi/fantasy hybrid, like "science fantasy" (science fiction with fantasy elements; this is the category Darkly Bound falls into. The CYA Files, my planned novel in the same universe, might too - or that one might be urban fantasy due to the half-werewolf and werecat antagonists, since urban fantasy generally features fantastical creatures in a non-fantasy setting). "Sword and sorcery" is the typical "hero on a personal quest" story, featuring swords and magic. It isn't about "saving the world" quests (that's epic or high fantasy, think Tolkien for that) but rather about personal quests. Some RPGs and fantasy movies are like this. Inuyasha, an anime I'm watching right now, might fit this also - each character in the party has a personal reason to take down the antagonist, and the other main quest (reassembling all the shards of the sacred Shikon Jewel) is more about personal ambition rather than saving the world. The Hobbit, the "prelude" to the more famous Lord of the Rings trilogy, would count as well (it's more about Bilbo helping the dwarfs get treasure) as would parts of other LOTR-related works of Tolkien's like The Silmarillion (the "Quenta Silmarillion" particularly), Unfinished Tales and Lost Tales.
There were also a lot of places wanting "dark fantasy," but that's probably because, as the book says, that term is often used as a euphemism for the horror genre.
With sci-fi they were much less specific, usually just indicating "hard/technological" or "soft/sociological" (most often both together) which are the two super-broad categories that have been used for sci-fi for a long time. Basically, hard sci-fi is sci-fi that is based on real science. The "old guard" (love that phrase!) magazines like Analog and Asimov's primarily print this type of sci-fi. Sci-fi TV shows and movies that are based on real science, like the TV show Fringe (which is based on a real branch of science called "fringe science"), also count. "Soft/sociological" sci-fi, on the other hand, isn't based on real science, or at least is primarily based on the "social sciences" (history, psychology, sociology, etc) rather than the "natural sciences" (biology, astronomy, chemistry, etc), hence the "sociological" tag. Soft sci-fi is what I primarily write, because I'm no science whiz (I didn't ace it but I didn't flunk it either; I just did ok). I did just write a more hard sci-fi story though for my 3rd Writing Project for LTWR 475, with a more realistic technological setup, space colonies, and reasonable genetics. So I could do it if I wanted.
As for the Christian Writer's Market Guide, it's been so long since I finished that one that I've forgotten it. I guess I can say that there were a surprising amount of Christian markets taking sci-fi and fantasy, genres which aren't as prevalent in Christian fiction yet as they are in secular fiction.
So, with that done, I've got myself set to find places to send my work. I just need to look them up and eliminate ones that won't work for me (either right now or at all). But I think I'll hold off on that for a bit.
So, on to writing practice! For my main works, I'll probably work on the otaku senshi story I mentioned, maybe on other website writing too. And I'm going to try to practice short stories, flash fiction, and poetry. And maybe find a brainstorm-on-paper method I can work with.
Agh, so much to do! Please keep me in your prayers!
P.S. 6/23/11 Writing practice going good so far! Yay!
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Well today was my Writing to be Heard presentation. Overall, I think it went pretty well, and the comments I got back from classmates were pretty positive. There are things I would do differently if I could do it again, like maybe use PowerPoint instead of Prezi (a presentation site a girl in my class introduced me to, which is free for educational use), because I actually know how to use PowerPoint, whereas this was the first time I'd used Prezi. Also, I would manage my time better. Someone wrote that I should've used the extra time for questions instead of elaborating on the site. I think so too. Basically, I wasn't timing myself (I meant to & brought up my iPod for that, but then forgot) and then had all this extra time, and I felt like I had to improv, and I'm bad at improv. Oh well, now I know.
It's interesting expanding something you write into something visual - as was the point of this project. I expanded some blog posts I wrote from the perspective of Princess Ayeka of Jurai (from the anime Tenchi Muyo!) into a full-on website. It didn't look as nice as I would've liked though. If I hadn't had a ton of other stuff going on, I could have. I know that.
Another girl in my class (Kat from Sigma Tau Delta, actually) presented on autism before me. She talked in her chapbook about the "restricted interest" thing that is a primary symptom of Asperger Syndrome, though she didn't define it as such (I recognized it though). I think that may be why not everyone totally got my presentation. That's another thing I should've explained.
I haven't had a chance to talk about my Writing Process class a lot on here, or about the Writing Projects I had to do for it. I said I would, and I've just been too busy. But I have time now so I will.
For my class in "The Writing Process" (a 400-level "theory and pedagogy" elective), we were assigned three Writing Projects, along with in-class writing and some reading. The projects had to each be different types of writing. They couldn't be all creative, and at least one was supposed to "stretch" us as a writer.
My first project was my "stretch" project (figured I might as well get it out of the way). I chose reviews because I've been having trouble writing reviews for one of my non-writing sites. Plus, writing reviews can help you get your name out there as a writer (John Green of Vlogbrothers fame wrote book reviews before becoming a novelist). I wasn't sure what kind of reviews I was going to do at first, but eventually I settled on film reviews, because I like films a lot. I did three reviews, each a couple pages long or so. The films were Bandslam (a great movie featuring Aly Michalka, who I like, as well as Lisa Kudrow, a.k.a. Phoebe from Friends), the classic French film La Belle et La Bête, and The Last Airbender. I read lots of examples, which helped. I was kinda glad when it was over though. I'm also glad I didn't adapt that project actually, because several people did similar things for their Writing to be Heard presentations.
The project I did adapt was my second project, an attempt to revive an old fansite for Ayeka I had about 10 years ago by doing the site's updates blog from Ayeka's POV. Initially, I didn't know which plot continuity to blog in, and wrote posts for all of them at first. This confused people, so I went with just one -- the Tenchi Muyo OVA, since that had the most story potential. I also read several character blogs (blogs written from a fictional character's POV) and three books on blogging. All in all, a lot of work.
Project 3 was my fiction project. I proposed a fantasy or sci-fi short story for this (I couldn't decide on a genre at that point). Draft 1 was hard cause I got intense writer's block trying to think of a sci-fi story idea last minute. I finally wrote a Walden story about the fairies and how they got to the isle they now live on. But my workshop partners didn't get it. (I don't think people "get" my writing a majority of the time). So I went back to sci-fi. I ended up having an idea about a convenience store on a space station -- something like the truck stop in Pearsonville, California, that we always stopped at on the way to my grandparents' house in Lone Pine (near Bishop) -- getting robbed. After all, who hasn't watched the news reports about convenience stores being robbed in the middle of the night? A few weeks & tons of notes later, that idea blossomed into a story about genetics, parallel worlds, and what would happen if we'd had alien contact since the time of Ancient Egypt. Pretty crazy. I have two of the drafts up on my Scribd, where I put them so people on The Anomaly could critique them; I'll have to change them to excerpts soon though (to avoid having them being seen as "published" on the Internet in the future). My teacher wrote that she hopes she sees it in video form someday, like on the Syfy Channel or something. That would be cool. :)
What next? I'm going to write some of the fan senshi story I've been planning out & use it for my Final Project for my Flash 1 class. I also wrote a bit for the LTWR Graduation Chapbook, which is being given out at the Graduation Party next week. (I missed the Oh Cat deadline though...but I'm still going to the Oh Cat release party cause it'll be my last as a CSUSM student).
Well my battery's running out on my iPod. Better go.
Finished at around 2:50pm, edited around 11:50pm
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Ok so I keep saying that I'll talk about the projects I'm doing or have had to do for my Writing Process class, but I haven't yet. So here goes.
Basically this class, Literature and Writing Studies 475, is called "The Writing Process." It's one of the classes you can take for the Theory and Pedagogy category of the Writing Emphasis for the Lit & Writing major. (The core courses are the same for both emphases; it's just the elective pools that are different). I was interested in it from early on, but I got really into it when my friend James, the president of the CWCW, workshopped some work he had written for that class.
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Here it is...the final word counts for the first draft of Darkly Bound!
1/31/11
Today's Word Count: 298
Total Word Count: 48,695
2/?/11
Today's Word Count: 84
Total Word Count: 48,779
2/10/11
Today's Word Count: 165
Total Word Count: 48,944
2/11/11
Today's Word Count: 22
Total Word Count: 48,966
2/14/11
Today's Word Count: 14
Total Word Count: 48,980
2/21/11
Today's Word Count: 576
Total Word Count: 49,556
2/23/11
Today's Word Count: 18
Total Word Count: 49,574
3/4/11
Today's Word Count: 1,394
Total Word Count: 50,968
3/5/11
Today's Word Count: 62
Total Word Count: 51,030
3/7/11
Today's Word Count: 324
Total Word Count: 51,354
3/24/11
Today's Word Count: 213
Total Word Count: 51,567
3/25/11
Today's Word Count: 734
Total Word Count: 52,301
3/26/11
Today's Word Count: 16
Total Word Count: 52,317
3/28/11
Today's Word Count: 158
Total Word Count: 52,484
3/29/11
Today's Word Count: 125
Total Word Count: 52,609
3/30/11
Today's Word Count: 230
Total Word Count: 52,839
4/1/11
Today's Word Count: 1,332
Total Word Count: 54,175
4/?/11
Today's Word Count: 285
Total Word Count: 54,460
4/12/11
Today's Word Count: 820
Total Word Count: 55,280
4/13/11 (FINAL DAY)
Today's Word Count: 235
Total Word Count: 55,517
All in all, a bit all over the place. I didn't realize till I was typing up things that I wrote 14 words on February 14th. Ha ha. The last few weeks of March I got more writing done because my schoolwork got lighter, then I had spring break and had some time to write because I didn't have my computer that week because it was getting worked on, and then the 31st was Cesar Chavez Day and school was closed.
So you won't be hearing anything about Darkly Bound for a while, because I am going into the distancing period a writer is supposed to undergo before revising a work. If you distance yourself from something, it's said, it's easier to revise it because you're not so emotionally attached to it. Probably, it will go through multiple revisions. I will make the revisions suggested by the CWCW and the SDCWG critique group, run the whole thing by the Anomalous Sandbox, do a revision using the paper revision guidelines in Erika Lindemann's book A Rhetoric for Writing Teachers, go through James Scott Bell's book on revision, and - if I'm fortunate enough - go through Holly Lisle's How to Revise a Novel class. So with all that it will probably go through at least five revisions. Then once I start sending it out to publishers I may have to revise it more. It's a hard knock life. *sigh*
Well, I'm going to leave to meet my friend Tara. I'll post later about my Writing Process projects. If not tonight, tomorrow maybe. Goodbye!
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But, as one of my classmates said, the important thing is that I got it done. That's definitely true.
My Writing to be Heard project, by the way, is a project where we take one of our Writing Projects and turn it into something oral and visual. I'm going to do my second project, which was blog posts.
I realized I hid my Darkly Bound MSS without posting the final word counts. Shoot. I'll have to dig it out again and post those. Then I'll finally be able to temporarily "forget" it.
Well, I want to make a copy of something before I have to leave for work, so I'm going to go. More later!
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